4 more days left, and then...
ladies and germs, please welcome the brand new year: 2011!!!! :DD
It's been a long time since my last post here. And today I suddenly feel like I'm so gonna dedicate this post to...YOU!!! yes, you, the one that has been in my mind lately. I'm sorry that I didn't allow you to open this blog or my twitter page in the name of privacy. But now I guess I should be fair. Everyone deserves to know that he/she is loved by someone else. And you...deserve to know about what I am going to write here.
Back then, a few months ago, you were only a stranger that happened to be someone who's responsible to review my work. And I can't remember when was the first time I shared a lot of stories to you. The next thing I knew, you told me about some parts of your life story, about her...and her, and another "her"...a bunch of girls around you :))
And you also knew about that someone who used to be the only one that I loved. You knew how he broke my heart, and you were the one who told me that such thing is just so normal, especially for men, it's just a little stuff and I should take it easy, that everything is just gonna be fine. Thanks for your silly jokes that has brought the laughter back into my life :))
Do you remember what you ever told me about the sky? I don't know how many girls out there who received such messages from you, but to me, you are the only man in my life who shares his minds about the beauty of the sky, sunset, stuffs like that :P
Here are the text messages that you sent me:
"Bhakti...info sore ini Jakarta with the best sunset. check and lift your head up" (received: Dec 2, 2010. 17:18)
"Sekilas info: Take a look at Cikarang sunset. It's awesome, Bhakti :)"
(received: Dec 15, 2010. 17:40)
Thank you for indirectly showing me that there's another beauty up away there. You knew that I ever wrote this on my facebook:
"and this afternoon I just realized that I've been too busy with the earth, and I forget to look up to the sky. endless blue, unlimited...that might be the real beauty I've been yearning for..."
You ever told me that you feel like having no more goal in life. And I often feel the same way, seems like I'm just living my routines, and I don't even dare to dream anymore. But I'm sure that as long as the sky is still up there, we still have time to paint it and add more colors. *ya kaleeeee, Bhaktiiii...kalo langit runtuh itu namanya kiamat -___-"
Soooo...I thank you for adding some new colors on my sky this year. Thank you for those movies nights, silly jokes, sweet songs, shopping times, bandung trip, and also...that absurd night at Hotel Horison, all those funny moments :">
And one more thing, you don't need to say "thank you for listening", for I just enjoyed the times sitting next to you, breathing the air filled with your scent, and listening to your voice figuring out what's on your mind :))
Wishing all the best for your future, dear...I love you. Good luck to you and your partner :))
